Not so deep down, there is this frustration laying on my head coming from so many failed attempts to express something verbally. It seems impossible to come up with the right sentence that capture what I really want to say, what I feel. Often time, the essence of the finished paragraphs roll away from what I try to convey. Baffled as ever, I usually leave it like that. Writing is definitely not an easy thing. *Urrgghhh* And I just haven't tried harder.