Have you ever tried, oh-so-hard, to be associated with an "in-crowd" for the sake of revitalizing whatever's left of your so-called social life? Only to find that you are remotely far from being welcomed or something. You then tried to psychoanalyze these treatments but never discerned anything out of things. Maybe it's just you being anti-social? Maybe you just don't belong there?

I had given up hope for this particular community a long time ago, I wonder why I even bothered trying it again.